When seventeen-year-old Sia wakes up on a park bench, she has no idea who or where she is. Yet after a week of being homeless, she’s reunited with her family. At school, she’s powerful and popular. At home, she’s wealthy beyond her dreams. But she quickly realizes her perfect life is a lie. Her family is falling apart and her friends are snobby, cruel and plastic. Worse yet, she discovers she was the cruelest one. Mortified by her past, she embarks on a journey of redemption and falls for Kyle, the “geek” she once tormented. Yet all the time she wonders if, when her memories return, she’ll become the bully she was before…and if she’ll lose Kyle.
wait for my driver, I sit on a step outside the school. I watch the kids go by.
No one stops to say hello to me, and I'm starting to understand why. Then I see
Kyle trudging out of the school, shaking his thick brown hair back from his
brow. I decide to go talk to him. But he changes direction when he sees me
Kyle? Is that your name? Kyle?”
but doesn't turn around.
I run up from behind. “Listen, I just wanted to apologize for Duke in the
Can’t he take care of that himself?”
he can, but I don’t think manners are his strong point.”
squints at me, trying to read my expression, so I keep my eyes wide open. If
he's looking for dishonesty or cruelty, I'm determined he won't find any there.
get it,” he says skeptically. “Why would you apologize to me?”
“Because it was wrong of him to be like that.”
gonna apologize on behalf of Duke, you should apologize to Ben, not me.”
moment of quiet, Kyle says, “Okay. Thanks.” He sniffs and looks at the ground,
obviously uncomfortable. “As long as we’re apologizing, I guess I owe you one,
too.” He runs his fingers through his hair. “I’m sorry about yelling at you at
the soup kitchen. That was you, right?”
guess it was my yelling that made you run into the street, wasn’t it?”
I’m really sorry. About all that. I had no idea.”
course you didn't. Don’t worry about it.” I look down the street, past Kyle,
but I can't see John and the car yet. I glance down at my nails, still torn and
ratty from living homeless. “What were you doing there, anyway?” I ask.
shrugs. “I volunteer there sometimes.”
parents own a bakery nearby. I work there almost every afternoon. When we have
day-old bread and stuff, I take it over to them.”
I suddenly recall the slice of bread I'd enjoyed just before Kyle yelled at me
that day. Soft, homemade, and unforgetable. It brings a smile to my face. “Well,
I know from personal experience that they really appreciate that. It’s very
generous of you and your family.”
least we can do.” He hesitates. “So you’d been eating there?”
week. With my friend Carol.”
older lady? I know her. She’s sweet. Helps a lot of the kids out. I guess she’s
kind of a teacher for lost souls, huh?”
could say that,” I agree, remembering my wise friend fondly.
car pulls up to the curb.
with apology. “Sorry, but I have to go. That’s John, here to pick me up. So are
You and me.”
second, he returns my smile and holds out a hand. “Sure.”
closer so I can shake it, and while I'm there I purposefully inhale the smell
Amber had so detested. She's right. He smells like bread. Banana bread, I
think. And cinnamon. Not unpleasant at all.
you could fly anywhere in the world to do research on an upcoming book, where
would you most likely want to go?
simply because it’s always ranked as having the best food in the world. Its
beaches are nice too. I’ve Googled it.
is your favorite genre to read/write?
adult (YA), because those stories carry universal themes we can all relate to,
a peek into the lives of characters who are more intriguing, real, and raw.
is one silly fact about you?
can mimic Enrique Iglesias’s voice pretty well. I sang “Hero” at a friend’s
birthday party once and received an enthusiastic response. Some applauded,
others laughed. Overall, though, I felt good about my performance.
got you started on your writing journey?
move from Massachusetts (where I’d lived most of my life) to Virginia. The
first year here was difficult. I was alone, depressed, and in completely new
surroundings. But it was here in the South that I began seeing all these
stories in my head, and that my “writing gene” got activated. So it seems the
old saying is true, everything does happens for a reason.
do you choose to write clean/sweet romance?
don’t choose, per se. I just write whatever I see in my head. And so far, all
the romantic parts have been sweet and clean, which is fine with me.
other things do you have planned with your writing for the rest of the year
working on another YA novel that Sia fans should enjoy as well. If
things go according to plan, I’ll publish that in the summer of 2014.
is the most rewarding thing about being a writer?
able to partake in the wildest adventures imaginable, all without ever leaving
you have a favorite comment or question from a reader?
reviewer said, “It, without a doubt, inspired me to find ways to help others in
need. I’m looking into charity work.” I loved hearing that, because that’s
exactly what I wanted Sia to do: to motivate others to become their best
self, to make positive changes in the world, wherever they are.
do your ideas come from?
find muses everywhere! In books, magazines, poems, movies, YouTube videos, and
so much more. I always try to be receptive. You never know what might trigger
your next story.
inspired you to write Sia?
Oprah. (laughs). I saw an interview she did on a man with fugue amnesia that
impacted me. Fugue amnesia occurs when someone, usually in response to
excessive stress, takes off on some unexpected travel. And during the travels,
that person assumes either a partial or complete new identity. I found it both
fascinating and frightening to think that stress alone can cause the human
brain to demand a reset like that. I often wonder why I haven’t gotten fugue
it true you wrote the screenplay adaption as well?
I wrote it as soon as the book was finished. I’m about to hire a seasoned
Hollywood screenwriter to polish it. When it is up to industry standards, we’ll
submit it to film companies and cross our fingers. I think Sia would
translate wonderfully to film.
you could sum your main character into five words, what would they be?
Determined. Compassionate. Humble. Kind. Brave.
no more than two sentences. Why should we read your book?
Because I believe it will leave you touched, encouraged,
About the Author
Josh Grayson was born in Mexico,
raised in Massachusetts, and now lives in Martinsville, Virginia. It was his
move to the South that stirred his imagination and gave him the courage to
start writing. During his free time, Josh enjoys reading, jogging, swimming,
and watching YouTube videos.
Josh currently works as a medical
driver, shuttling people all over Virginia and North Carolina. He has also
worked as a machinist, film sales rep, administrative assistant, and
telemarketer (he apologizes if he called you).